July 25, 2007
I Choose To Be, Now I Am Free!
I wrote this poem over a year ago. It was during a productive time, before I retrieved new childhood abuse memories, that led to the depression, that sent me down to the Colin Ross trauma program in Dallas, Texas. The poem is called I Am Whole. The last line says, "Now I am free!" I have to admit, I don't always believe these lines. But then, The Memory Artist came on my blog and commented with the following:
"Beautiful poem Marj.Just remember that swimming through those dark waters is not entirely about getting to the other side.It is about being immersed and yet, still able to care for your wounded selves along the way.This really is the most difficult kind of love to find, and it sounds like you are finding it. What an amazingly healing and nurturing way to speak to these parts of yourself. Sometimes poetry says things in a way that simple language cannot. " (emphasis mine)
Yes, it may sound cliche, but it is about the journey. Every day I choose to heal to be whole. Each day I choose to recover my freedom. I am reclaiming my soul from those people who so desperately tried to murder it. They did not succeed. I am free and whole!
So, here's something from my Meditations page of my website, www.survivorscanthrive.com:
Somewhere along the journey from victim, to survivor to thriver, you realize: you are not broken; you are whole.
I Am Whole
I am whole
Nothing can shake me
No one can break me
I am whole
It's what I know
Let go control
I am whole
Can't be defined
One heart, one mind
I am whole
Thought I was broken
Cruel words were spoken
But, I am whole
I choose to be
Now I am free!
Copyright 2006 by Marj McCabe ~ All Rights Reserved
"Beautiful poem Marj.Just remember that swimming through those dark waters is not entirely about getting to the other side.It is about being immersed and yet, still able to care for your wounded selves along the way.This really is the most difficult kind of love to find, and it sounds like you are finding it. What an amazingly healing and nurturing way to speak to these parts of yourself. Sometimes poetry says things in a way that simple language cannot. " (emphasis mine)
Yes, it may sound cliche, but it is about the journey. Every day I choose to heal to be whole. Each day I choose to recover my freedom. I am reclaiming my soul from those people who so desperately tried to murder it. They did not succeed. I am free and whole!
So, here's something from my Meditations page of my website, www.survivorscanthrive.com:
Somewhere along the journey from victim, to survivor to thriver, you realize: you are not broken; you are whole.
"It takes but one positive thought when given a chance to survive and thrive
to overpower an entire army of negative thoughts."
~ Robert H. Schuller
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~ Robert H. Schuller
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I Am Whole
I am whole
Nothing can shake me
No one can break me
I am whole
It's what I know
Let go control
I am whole
Can't be defined
One heart, one mind
I am whole
Thought I was broken
Cruel words were spoken
But, I am whole
I choose to be
Now I am free!
Copyright 2006 by Marj McCabe ~ All Rights Reserved
Labels: freedom, healing, journey, Poetry, recovery
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Great poem. I love it. My T is always saying it is not about the final destination - it is about the journey, the process. All I have to say is that I hate the journey/process right now. looking for a rest stop at the moment.
Wow! Thanks, Dr. Deb!
Hey, Enola: I like your idea. That would be a great blog post--something like "how we can create our own rest stops along the path to healing." I'm not sure how that's done at the moment, but I'm going to explore this idea, maybe with my T.
Hey, Enola: I like your idea. That would be a great blog post--something like "how we can create our own rest stops along the path to healing." I'm not sure how that's done at the moment, but I'm going to explore this idea, maybe with my T.
I am glad that I discovered your site. Will be back to read more. Wonderful poem. My journey through incest did give me a few years of respite. But it looks like I am back to work now but from a better place than I have ever been before.
Yes, healing is a process. I doubt that it is ever over. As long as we are here on this earth we are going down that path.
Patricia: thanks for visiting. I'm glad you had a rest for the hard work that is recovery. Take gentle care.
Rising Rainbow: thanks for the visit and thanks for your insights. Blessings to you on your journey.
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