July 27, 2011


Bad Timing

Sometimes I have the worst timing.  I put my blog on its "updated only once-in-a-while" status just as I was about to hit one of the most challenging times of my life.  It's been a difficult few months, not having the support of my bloggy buddies and the survivor solidarity I have always felt here.

Oh well.  I haven't had the energy to do all my survivor advocacy stuff I used to do in the blogosphere, either.  So I guess it's just one of those trade-offs of life.

As many of you know, my son has special needs and raising him has brought me the most love I have ever experienced, yet tested and challenged me more than I think I can bear sometimes.  Up until recently, my son has not had much of a social life, in real life anyway (outside of gaming online and Facebook).  Now, this summer, he has started to hang around kids who have way too much freedom, are smoking, doing drugs, etc.  He finally feels accepted and I have always longed for him to have that and I know how important it is.  I just hope he can come to realize the value of feeling accepted by kids who show more responsibility, make better choices and have stronger values.

So, with the help of his therapist, we've had to come down pretty hard with structure and consequences around here.  We now have to up this part of the parenting game even more, as he just came back with dirty results on a recent UA for pot.  I wouldn't be so upset about it if he were in college or something...but he is only 14 years old!

I feel amazingly fatigued just sharing this much right now.  I'll try to get back and share more later.  Any positive vibes, thoughts and/or prayers that any of you can send out there right now would be greatly appreciated.

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